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Aug. 10th, 2005 @ 11:07 am
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new livejournal name is: luvisanovelty
<3Krystal |
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i am changing my livejournal name...thoughts on it...?
i figure: new state...new name.
<3KrystalCurrent Mood:  creatively obsessed |
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warped was yesterday and it was awesome...minus the three hours it rained...actually, those hours were awesome too...just i wished it didnt rain...i met a lot, i mean a lot of bands...tear, i didnt meet fall out boy though...so i guess i will just have to try again when they come to florida again...until then...i will just listen to the CDs...
the guys in mae...AHHHHHHH!!! so cute and so sweet...love it!
other than that there is much up...like i said before...lots of working....
<3KrystalCurrent Mood: loopy |
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Aug. 4th, 2005 @ 10:22 am
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all's far in love and war....fav quote...
this sunday = warped tour with nick and jaron...
next friday = mommy's flight coming in and my new closets being installed...woo hoo...
other than that there is just work work work work work...oh, and more work...
i get to hang out with josh tomorrow and i am stoked...
<3KrystalCurrent Mood:  bouncy |
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Jul. 27th, 2005 @ 03:47 pm
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i watch this loneliness unfold...feeling my heart as it implodes...tell me where i need to go to be with you...tell me when everything will be ok...give me just a hint to what it is that makes you tick. loving you makes no sense...
my heart keeps breaking, but you just keep taking, every breath out of my chest, god, i am such a mess...
<3Krystal
...my heart keeps burning for the one that i left behind...
in case anyone was wondering...i am fine down here. it is awesome. i might be going to blizzard beach or disney with this guy josh that i met down here. he is really cool and he looks like trey from laguna beach... i am stoked...
i am going to daytona this weekend again...time to SURF!!!Current Mood:  busy Current Music: an honest mistake. the bravery (my new ringtone) |
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so, livin' it up in the FL. things are getting better everyday. i have orientation for my new job on tuesday and i start my job on wednesday. um....jess comes in to visit on sunday and i am going to daytona this...er, next weekend. stoked. i will catch up with ya'll later. call the cell...its the same.
<3Krystal
i dont like when someone hovers overr you when you are using the computer. it creeps me out.
.................the loneliness i felt up in michigan is nothing compared to the loneliness i am feeling with out the one person who truely understood me. i miss him and now that i am gone, i fear i will never have a chance to get him back.
Jul. 16th, 2005 @ 01:46 pm
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in the lovely FL...totally stoked...minus the whole hurricane thing...;)
i miss ya'll and i will see ya'll in 5 months when i come home for x-mas....
call the cellular...the number is the same.
house phone...
407-657-7513
i love ya'll and wish ya'll the best.
<3Krystal
.....................next weekend...daytona beach...time to get surfin'...so STOKED!!!
love it....surfing is fun...
Jul. 13th, 2005 @ 05:29 pm
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grad party was today. ..severely disappointed that certain people didnt show. but, what can you do?
<3Krystal
Jun. 27th, 2005 @ 12:09 am
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GRAD PARTY AT 1pm today....wanna come? its at river crest.
<3Krystal
Jun. 26th, 2005 @ 01:59 am
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there are things i never tell anyone. things about my past that i dont think anyone will understand. i say i dont regret a thing that i have done in my life but, sometimes, i think i just might be lying to myself. there are things i wish i could change...but, things i have said and done have made me who i am today. so, i cant really regret what has made me who i am. i have more will-power, more determination, more intelligence, more class, and more integrity than most and that makes me happy. i think i might be a little too strong-willed for my own good sometimes. but, its who i am. i must admit...i am scared to death about moving to florida. but, when asked if i was having second thoughts about moving to florida...my answer was and still is...no, that is the place i belong. it is the only place i truly feel at home. i find comfort in the sun, solice in the ocean. i could never find the feeling i get when i am there any where else in the world.
...your words are only actions not given the chance to happen.
thats something i tell myself all the time. i dont know why...i made it up and it makes me happy.
<3Krystal
Jun. 26th, 2005 @ 12:47 am
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so being bad and doing bad things is what i am into right now. dont know why. i am sort of being self-destructive. i am doing things that i definitely shouldnt be doing and liking it. but, i am allowed to get a little dirty considering i am only here for like 5 more days...so i can be bad with the people that i love and love me back...so ha!!! dont tell me that it isnt good for me to be bad...i really wont listen. <3 could care less right now.
went to palace vision and watched the pistons lose...pissed me OFF!
<3Krystal...night peeps
Jun. 24th, 2005 @ 01:19 am
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| » well well well..... |
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so this morning was pretty interesting...1am hot tub action...boys come over at 3am and then out of the hot tub at 5:30am....MCDONALDS run at 6am and get my CHECK!!!!!! ...sleep until 10am....then, go shopping!!!!!!!! ...all with the lovely carli and she gave me a HICKIE....not cool!!!!!!! <3Krystal
....pretty scadalous.....but hey...i have one week left!!!!
Jun. 22nd, 2005 @ 04:05 pm
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i am moving on the 29th of june if anyone was wondering. it became offical today. i got a phone call at 8:30 this morning telling me that i am moving to the wonderfully hot FL!!!! <3Krystal
....update later. too tired right now!
Jun. 21st, 2005 @ 12:54 am
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| » i'm a punk...i stole this from jen... |
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NAME: Krystal
1. Given a homeless guy more than $5? no
2. Spent more than $500 on a bf/gf's gift or a night out? no
3. Had sex with more than one person in a day? no
4. Hooked up with a good friends bf/gf behind their back? almost...
5. Dated two people at once? yes...more than two actually
6. Actually met someone from the internet that you didn't know before? yes... doin' that later tonight...
7. Been raped? no
8. Failed more than one class? no
9. Took someone's virginity when you weren't a virgin? no
10. Hooked up with someone from a different race? no
11. Ran around naked outside ..daytime/night time? yes/yes...liberating...
12. Scoobadived? no
13. Snorkled? yes
14. Dated someone you didn't want your friends to meet? nope...if i am not confortable with you, then, why should i be with you?
15. Got your stomach pumped, from alcohol poisoning? nope...
16. Threw up from alcohol? yeah
17. Been suspended from school? no
18. Kissed someone of the same sex? yes
19. Wore a short skirt with out panties? ...yes
20. Let a guy paint your toenails (girls)
(guys)? yes...he SUCKED at it.
21. Met someone famous? yes...he was SO cute in person and such a nice guy.
22. Saved someone's life? no
23. Seen someone die? yes
24. Killed someone? NO!
25. Been in a physical fight? yes
26. Hooked up with someone 10yrs older or younger than you? no
27. Been arrested? no
28. Spent the night in jail? no
29. Been in more than three car accidents in a year? no
30. Had sex outside? nope...cant say that i have...
31. Given or gotten road head? ...mmm
32. Had sex in your house when your parents were home? nope
33. Had phone sex? yep
34. Been turned off by someone's personal hygiene "down there?" yep
35. Told someone you loved them when you didn't? nope...i dont say shit i dont mean.
36. Had sex without a condom? no
37. Had a one night stand? sort of...
38. Triple Kissed? yea...it was hott. done it multiple times...
39. Had sex on the beach? nope
40. Watched porn with someone else? yea it was an interesting experience...
41. Been fired from a job? no
42. Danced on top of a bar? yea -- MEXICO
43. Had sex somewhere in your high school? no
44. Bought a vibrator? no
45. Been in a porn shop? yep
46. Been in a dance competition? yea
47. Had a three some? no
48. Spent more than one night in a hospital? yea
49. ODed on a drug? nope
50. Been too stupid to fill out or read this FUCKED survey? no, I'm intelligent right now!
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BOYS and GIRLS...what turns you on or off? Answer the descriptions and add more if you want...then REPOST this bulletin to see what turns your friends on or off too!
GIRLS:
dresses like a thug: off
dresses like a surfer bum: SEXY!!!
dresses like a prep:on...some what
dresses in all black: off
doesn't care what he wears: on
sings: ...sexy...if he is good.
plays a musical instrument: ...sexy
is skinnier than you: off
is bigger than you: on
is shorter than you: off
is taller than you: on - tall boys are HOT
has straight teeth: ...you MUST have nice, straight, white teeth...sorry
wears braces: off -- middle school what?
has chapped lips: off --- I love to kiss soft lips
has green eyes: ...i have green eyes...so, of course
has blue eyes: total
has brown eyes: if they are deep...
has long hair: how long???
has shaved head: eww...reminds me of a mans twin head...lol
drinks alcohol: doesn't matter but I do so its good
smokes cigarettes: dont matter to me...
smokes pot: ...dont smoke yourself stupid on me...
wears glasses: during class it's hot
has brown hair: aww...
has black hair: ...mmm...tall, dark and handsome
is tan: yea boy...
works out: doesnt matter all that much as long as he can keep up...
smiles more than not: on
calls you just to say HI: thats cute...you're wasting my mins....lol
lets you know he was thinking about you: aww...<3
smacks your butt: makes me hott...lol
compliments you: i love it...though i dont always act like it...
shaves his legs: yucky...girly much?
has facial hair: a little is sexy...i like 'em rough around the edges
has sideburns: off...elvis is dead...so are the sideburns
wears jewelry: not excessive amounts
has bigger feet than you: arent they suppose to have bigger feet???
has smaller feet than you: off...midget feet?
wears cologne: ON!! ...my boys must smell good.
smiles when you walk into the room: ...yea, makes me smile back...
calls you pet names: not really...
has blue hair: off!
has blonde hair: sometimes...depends on the guy...
jokes around w/you: i love it.
........................punked!!! ...i m goffy today...
<3Krystal
...............going to see dan!!!
Jun. 17th, 2005 @ 04:37 pm
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| » the best is yet to come...baby, you're the only one... |
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so...i havent updated in awhile. i dont know what to say. a lot has happened since i last updated...big thing...graduated...dad was there...made it very clear to him that i dont want him in my life any more...then, on the 9th...i was emancipated...woo hoo!!!...fuck you asshole. haha!!! happiness...comes at a high price. but what happens happens.
nothing much else has happened...leaving soon.
<3Krystal
Jun. 14th, 2005 @ 09:40 pm
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prom = amazingly fun time. i had so much fun and everyone looked so hott. ...the food wasnt that great but, what can you do?
after prom...boring at first then, things magically picked up...lol. i dont kiss and tell.
much love to the class of 2005...i am gonna miss ya...see ya at graduation if not sooner...
<3Krystal
Jun. 2nd, 2005 @ 06:41 pm
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so, tonight is prom...my prom date looks so hot...love ya jess...and, she is hotter than any of the boys i thought of taking...besides dan...who now goes by donny...
things are pretty decent right now, i am happy i guess. i am going to keep busy and try and stay content...but that will take some serious effort. but, i will try.
i am excited about getting to see donny tomorrow...i get to sleep at his house and that is all...i am only sleeping there...SLEEPING...trust me...he said i could. he is just sweet like that. ::smiles::
much love to everyone...
those going to prom...have fun, i know i will.
<3Krystal
Jun. 1st, 2005 @ 05:13 pm
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there are times when i think that i should have never been born. i have hurt so many people unintentionally that i feel like i am the worst person in the world. all relationships i have end up failing because i push the other person away when they too close. i am afraid to open up to anyone because i have been so hurt by people. i dont want to be like this but this is the way i am. i am sorry for hurting people like i have been hurt...god do i wish i could find one person that i could just open up to. this is so hard for me...i trust so few people that it hurts. i turned my back on a world that turned its back on me...or so i thought. people try to help me, but i tell them i am fine...inside i am breaking up...slowly but surely on my way to a nervous break down. i have found a few people that i have begun to trust. it is hard to let them in...one has already hurt me. it sucks to find that i really one have a handful of people i can actually trust. now, i am finding that it is me that usually fucks up...i am not perfect but i try...but, i run scared from anyone that seriously cares...i wish there was a person out there right now that i could trust and rely on as much as people trust and rely on me...but my actions are not reciprical...i dont trust all of those that trust me...i cannot rely on all of those that rely on me. i need someone that i can just be completely open with and will understand...i have yet to find that person. i am finding one person inparticular, that i am talking to a lot. i am beginning to trust him...but, it is slow and needs time and effort...but i am willing, he is worth it.
if trust were able to you, then i would tell you all my secrets. but i dont not trust you and i only tell you what you want to hear. you think i am perfect. you think i am great. i am broken, broken into pieces like a mirror that has been dropped on a hard floor. a million shiny pieces that fit unevenly when put back together. my mind is a constantly changing puzzle that never fits just right.
i need to find in you what i cannot find in myself, happiness. hard to believe that i am not happy when all i do it smile. but smiles are fake and eyes that shimmer are an illusion of light. true happiness is hard to find, and i fear that i might be the last to find it.
</3 ...heartbroken? you could never get that deep.
Krystal
May. 31st, 2005 @ 11:12 pm
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i am so sick of being yelled at by my mom. i dont do shit wrong...i work, i clean the house, i get good grades, i never get in trouble, i am around when she wants me to be...i dont get it. fuck this, i cannot wait until i am in florida.
gah...
being done with school isnt that great so far...i am only on the first day.
well...i dont really have a reason to live my life the way i live it. i guess i will end it before it really gets the chance to begin.
<3Krystal
schools out forever.
May. 28th, 2005 @ 02:36 pm
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| » At Last...I am Done with School |
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last day, last day
woo hoo.
i decorated my car...and juniors...beware...we are gonna get you. lol
i am so happy right now...you have no idea.
...gah..................................
you stood by me through thick and thin, you are my best friend. best friends for life...all the way until the end. we are one of the few that last. 5 years ago i never thought we would be here...together...now look at us...we are moving in together and going to the same school for the same major.
weird. ...it is like we are married. lol. love ya to death girl. you are my sister...blood or not...i am here for you until the end.
much love to everyone and good luck in the future.
<3 Krystal
May. 26th, 2005 @ 10:03 pm
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